Must learn to cherish people around you..

I used to always think that people around you will always be around you..you will get to see them whenever you feel like to..Wrong..sometimes need alot of elements to bring peoples together..so must cherish people you care around you spend every moment together like its your last.

Another Island

Remember i said about Lala Island..is one island own by me whereby only people i like could stay there with me (family,friends..pets..)at that place no need to worry about anything..only gd food and play all the time day and night..the weather is always nice....i just get to see everyone so happy everyday!!

Now can i have anther small island just not v far away only for the two of us?...we get to walk on the beach..we see fireworks at night and we sleep in each other's arms...the firt thing i sees when i am awake is you holding my fav breakfast eating with me...the weather is always cool..we can play 2pit games and sports..and hopefully we have a really big speaker with all the music and songs we like all day long....and there are no work thing to worry dont care about others...no mosquitoes and snails... everywhere is pretty flowers and wines and great food..haha and with you all the time..no good byes.

Thank you!!

First of all thanks for all my friends that always read my blog and give a damn about hows my life...i mean i really happy that i have friends that care about me (i am always not gd at caring for others) thanks for all your coments, sms and email!! Think i will stop blogging for awhile just when i want to do this i notice this is my 100 post..~~ actually i wanted to cancel this account and stop everything..but one of my gd friend said.."aiya you stop le later will start again de...you like to blog..take photos and share..dont stop le than open a new one hor very luan!!" so i think i will just say i wont be blogging for a long time....

Ok..people will ask why stop...well i just feel that in life there are too many things i cant control..many things and feelings. And i cant express myself using just writting and words sometimes i cant even say it out loud...i always thought that through writting those in my blog.. i will feel better but i think i lied to myself for a v long time...i think most of my friends feel that i am v cheerful and strong...well there are time whereby i cried very often..listening to a sad song, watching a sad movie, reading a sad book or thinking of something sad that happened in the past or a person i missed....but realise that there are alots of things i did not share in my blog..i am scared people know something i even scared i wrote it and want that someone to know...but in the end its like nothing...so its better i stop for awhile think carefully what i really want and feel.

Thanks all of you who has been reading my blog...Allen (Who love me and the family so much and being my friend and husband), Xiuzhen (my forever best friend and sister who never know this blog at all but i often cried to her i love her so much), Chris (Always the first to know my updates and always shower me with alot i mean really ALOT of care and concern thank you..you will always be my best friend) , My sisters~ Felicia, Lilian and Yumiko (Able to get to know all of you and knowing that you will be there for me i am so blessed) and at last all of you that like reading my crap and care about me !!

At last i want to share with all of you the 2 songs i have been listening to sleep.. to work..all the time...they are : 钟无艳 by 谢安琪 and 会呼吸的痛 by 梁静茹...

Try listening..i like their 歌词 very much.

A few things to update....

Today got a bird fly into my house sooo cute haha i took a photo of it...guess my luck will change soon...should be better la~~~

My mum gave me this really cute cat keychain... 2 of them i hang on my guitar bag and bag i bring to school....Thanks mum...will bring her out for dinner tonight.

Another funny dark looking photo was that time i trying to take photo of the moon....end up not v wonderful la but i like the feeling so just want to share here...

ZOO

I am unhappy..and the only place i thought of of going is the ZOO..thats a place where i feel peaceful and like a child ...no worries..and those animals are amazing!!~~ I wanted to go alone but i also love to have acompany...haiz..but who?.. YOU YOU the one reading my blog..will you go to the ZOO with me?

Change my guitar strings~~

Last week when i try to tune my guitar my string snap (lousy tuner)..i was like oh my god siao liao how am i going to play now....so i called my guitar teacher for help..its nearly 10 pm...he was v nice said i can bring it over and he will teach me how to change the strings...

When i reached he even bought a new set of strings for me...its those coated long lasting strings..good one..haha i used to use GHS strings but think i will change in the future using D'addario coated strings..he change one string for me and i see how to do it..and i manage to change the rest =) haha not too bad..not v ugly also..i am v happy with myself...got alot of man zhu gan!!

Few days later when to get a few accessories for my guitar..a new turner (so that the same thing wont happen again) and a capo... well recently busy with exams and training did not get to play much of my guitar..must find more time for it!! Althought i still find time to take my humming bird out to admire it..haha its really beautiful hopfully one day i able to get the Gibson ver.

My new red cap and guitar wall mount

My guitar gets to hang on the wall today~~ thanks dad for helping me to install the wall mount for my guitar so that i could reach it whenever i want to practice~~althought my hummingbird still in the case cos i bu she de to take out (so silly) maybe wait till i play better....

Got a new red cap today~~happy~~ got some jap words (someone pls help me translate...) and a jap flag on the side (cant see on the pic..) i like it!! well anything jap just cant be wrong for me (except jap ex-boyfriends) haha i like my new cap althought i love my friend's WW doaremon gucci look alike cap more..haha i should post one of the pic i took for that cap soon....

My Epiphone Hummingbird~~!!

Today finally my Epiphone Hummingbird is going home with me!! so happy!!! Well in order to have this baby i sold my phones and everything cost like $720...but compare to Gibson Hummingbird (my dream!!) which cost like $9000..well for now i am really contented with my Epiphone ver. and i just start learning like for 3 weeks..i think is pretty crazy to spent $700 over on a guitar and gave up my phones (which i did really she bu de) but this hummingbird is sooo beautiful..worth it!!~~

Ok..now must really work hard on my guitar skill...haiz my fingers and hand~~!! Jia You~~~

Guitar~~!!

Last week i started taking guitar lesson from my dad..haha it really hurts~~my fingers really hurts!!! Been using my dad's guitar...today got my own first guitar...haha happy!!~~ok i will learn hard!!~~~

And when i am good and rich..i will buy the Gibson Hummingbird guitar!! God its so beautiful i saw one today..its $4400!!!!~~(and Cheer is using it..) haha its really very pro kind of guitar..well i can wait..maybe.....5 years~~ haha

My Toys~~

Here are some photos of my Toys..those Stitch are in my car...Bearbrick in my room..and thats my fav. sad crying cat it look so sad make my want to teng it more...haha one day maybe i will get a grey cat (haha mum will kill me Kaka and Koko is enough le la) And photo of Kaylen reading she is so big now but really really naughty!!

Tampines 1 Ramen~~~Uni Qlo!!

Went to the new shopping Tampines 1 with Allen yesterday~~ He brought me to eat the Famous Japanese Village at storey 3 where they sell lots of Japanese food!! I love the Ramen well i always love Raman and Shoyu Raman is my fav.!!! I finished everything it was so good...i told Allen i dont want to go any other place for Jap food anymore (haha kidding la)...And the price there was ok..my Shoyu Ramen cost $8.80..still ok ;)

We also went to Uni Qlo..GOD i love that Shop!!~~ Even when i in Japan thats the shop i will go every week!!~~and spent all my pay there haha.. Finally its in Spore!!! And this week if you buy anything they give you this really nice and cute paperbag!!~~i Love it!!!!! I think i told Allen i never want to go any where else to buy clothes le..haha...Love Uni Qlo~~!!

My lovely GOLD watch

I have been searching for this watch all over Singapore since i last saw a person working at M1 wearing it..it was so nice i ask her where she got she said in Japan Spore wont have...than i say cant be sure i can fine it!!! I tried shops in Singapore they say saw it before but its limited edition all sold out...in the end i ask Yumiko help me find it in Japan..haha finally she found it..and i receive it by mail today!!~~Thanks to Yumiko~~afterall that girl was right can only get it in Japan but F those people from local shops la...what the hell is limited edition..still got la just not in Spore la~~!!! But that girl M1 said that she got it for less than $100 cos its on sales...think Yumiko got it arounf $160...haiz..so Ex Casio lei...but haiz..well i like it soooo much!!~~Thanks Yumiko for the hardwork!!~

魚

带不走的丟下不掉的，让大雨侵蚀吧！
让它推向我在边界，奋不顾身挣扎。
如果有一个怀抱，勇敢不计代价，别让我飞，将我温柔豢养。

Drunk night~~~again!!

Went to some pub in Orchard with Idy last night...she is right the chicken wings there was nice~~and thanks for treating me haha and of cos after that 2nd round at your house was....haha fun la..your mum's soup was Good!!! But i am drunk again...well thanks for accompany me when i am down...

想起綺貞的歌 “魚“

Cheer Chen Autograph cds

Thanks Liyun gave me that two Cheer Chen Autograph cds!!! And i also cant seems to find these 2 albums in those CD shops i tried...

Nowadays its really hard to get a job i am trying too...thanks for those who have trust in me and care about me...i am so lucky to have you!! For those who are not..i also want to thank you i will show you i can do it!!! What does not kill me will only make me stronger~!!!

I Just came home from Cheer Chen Concert~~i am HIGH!!!

I just came back from Cheer's concert GOD its the best i ever feel...the concert is so GOOD!!!! I just dont want to go home keep listening to her powerful voice!!~~ She really can make all the people high by just singing and playing the guitar by herself, She is the magic!!~~and she can be very cool, funny and cute at the same time~~!!! I wonder how can someone sing so well and her emotions is so real~~very touching!! She just became my Fav singer today!!~~ Rene Liu once said that - If i am a woman i want to be Cheer Chen but i want to be a man so that i can woo her..!! I think after her concert i felt the same haha..well well i not lesbian la..just really like her voice and her performance is sooooo GOOD!!! She sang for 3 hours non stop people just dont want to leave so she also kept on singing until both fans and her very tired but we were so happy!!!!!! I want to go to all her concerts in the future..thats what i wish for~~!!! I got myself 2 t-shirts and a poster..haha well the t-shirts looks nice...bu she de to wear...haha...I LOVE CHEER CHEN!!!!~~~ Qi Zhen jia you!!

My Lucky Tickets!!~~

I WON a pair of Cheer Chen concert tickets!!~~ haha i am so lucky!! Yesterday i bought her album from HMV knowing that they have this lucky draws to win her concert tickets..i want to try my luck cos i really want to watch...but this morning i just feel that i am not so lucky lor cos i never win anything in my life...Allen want to make me happy so her bought one $108 ticket for me..i so happy than around late afternoon HMV called say i am the winner of the tickets..i was sooooo happy!!!!! And lucky Allen can cancel the ticket he bought!!~~i get to watch Cheer's concert and have a company with me !!~~ I want to buy her concert goods!!~~~~~~Ahhhh..still got 19 more hours to go!!~~~waiting waiting~~~!!!

陈绮贞2009新加坡演唱会~太阳

It's Tomorrow!! I am going to Cheer Chen [The Sun] Singapore Concert 2009 ~~ I've been thinking waiting thinking cos i really want to watch it..ticket really Ex..cheapest one left only $108.. Thanks Allen for the suprise~~!!!! I hate my ex-boss..hold my pay if not i will get the ticket long ago!!! Really looking forward~~its Tomorrow!!!!!!

My LG X110 Netbook

Did i say that my Macbook is "up-lorry"..haiz the disc drive got problem if i want to repair got to pay 400 plus....so i sold it...i got no laptop for like 1 month plus :( and too be my job is like on and off so cant get a new Macbook....lucky yesterday i want to Plaza Sing M1 having a roadshow if i sign-up their mobile broadband for 2 years i will get a LG netbook for FREE!!~~ so happy...althougth i got to pay like $69 every month for the broadband but at least the laptop is free which i need it so haiz...just sign and die lor..oh come on sure i can pay $69 a month ba..haha and another 150 for my phone bills..God i am so broke...haiz my boss still dont want to pay me!!!~~~ okok relax i wait wait wait and my $$$ will come de!! So far the LG netbook is GOOD~~ fast and GOOD....haha but i got to buy a external disc drive for it...so..it cost me $139!! God..did i say i am broke!!~~~ i really am....no $$$ AH~~!!!

Tokidoki~~

I was so bored at home i took my Tokidoki Bearbrick out to play..haha Yeah he wins after a fight~~!! haha ok la i v bo liao....but they are really cute...think i just fell in love with Tokidoki..everything about it is so cute and nice.. i love the the design...and they are all very very cute..going to hunt for them..haha their hats t-shirt watches...wah...so cute but online is so ex..the goods price is ok..is the shipping kills!!! Jia You...Singapore sure got one...try harder~~~