Singapore F1 ~ Kimi Raikkonen

Last night watch F1 at home...Ah i was hoping Kimi Raikkonen will be at least top 3.. haiz too bad at the ending he accident crush... haiz...i thinking if he top 3 at least got interview haha can see his face longer.. v handsome loy..iceman...than Allen say never mind la.. At least when he crush he will take out helmet also can see face...AHH...haha he did not lor..in the end only manage to see his rear view!! Haizz..hopefully next year i will be able to get the F1 Tickets in time to watch him...haha and he will WIN!!~~~

Kaylen's new jacket and my driving buddies ~

Today Kaylen wore her new Jacket..haha from Liyun and Xiuzhen for her birthday..haha so cute i think she look nice in it!!

I took a photo of my car backseat..haha all my stitchs... haha well they are my driving buddies...always accompany me when i driving..haha i love the white one..its so special..the colour i like..i spent a hard time looking for it..thanks Chris for helping me find out where to get it..and thanks Allen for getting it for me~~ ( ^ - ^ )

Kaylen's new toy and movie THE BLACK SWINDLER

Today Allen's mum bought Kaylen a new toy..a mini lion car..its so cute!! She like it too...haha she very hao ming..everytime got new toy, nice dresses...haha every week is xmas day for her!!

Last night i went to Cine to catch the movie "The Black Swindler" i watched the drama ver. last year because i like Yamashita (He is so pretty and cute) well the movie quite similar to the drama but abit draggy....

Before the movie i went to a cafe nearby to have a drink..i seriously hate cafe..i mean i dont even like coffee or those funny drinks they have...haiz...and they so ex...one cost like $6...i rather go Mac or Mos to get my fav. coke light and $6 i can even add a packet of fries....

A really sad/angry cat

Allen bought this few months ago...its really small size althought it look big on this photo.. the cat seems sad and angry..helpless...emmm.. sometimes i feel the same...but nothing much i can do..stuck in a shoe cant get out... haizz...life is full of ups and downs...hopefully everything will get back on track soon...

Biscuit Nano

Haha i got a biscuit look alike cover for my nano...haha so cute...from behind really look like a biscuit...the new nano is coming out soon so the 3rd Gen nano now selling quite cheap so i got one for myself...cos my classic will always stay in my car and i need a small mp3 with me...well i can say this not the best looking nano Apple got but it is the cutest!!~~althought the new one will have lots more fuction but haiz...they always came out with newer better ones so must kan kai abit... So now let me introduce to you again my ~Biscuit Nano~

Pissed me off

I think i am in a really shitty company...whereby they treat their employees like dogs and really dont give a d*mn about their well being... My manager actually passed me a namecard ask me to follow up meet up with that person...without telling me they have some issues in the past... so i went there the moment i saw their person he was very angry with my company and things we do...and he somehow vent his anger on me...for goodness i dont even know what happened...my manager did not even bother to warn me let me be prepared...WHAT THE F*CK!!~~

After the meeting i went back and ask him how can he just sent me there like that..his ans was... well now that he vent his anger le..than he will not be unhappy anymore so we might be able to work together again...SIAO!! Why must sent me to let him vent his anger?!!! What am i?! Wah i really want to slap him lor the 2pit manager..i dont understand how can a manager dont take care of his staff? We work for him and he dont give a d*mn about us at all...!!! F*CK it..i will hang on untill i find a better job..at least one that will give a d*mn about their employees...not send them to a wolf like a piece of meat!!~~

Stitch Cap and soon-to-be watch?!

Sorry long time never update my blog le..busy (Lazy).. haha...well nothing much also...Kaylen birthday is on the 30-08-08..haha thanks everyone for their presents and ang baos....

Got my iphone 3G finally...thanks Allen for queueing outside singtel for more than 3 hours with me....even i feel that the iphone 2G is better la...but well i like the white in 3G~~ so still love it anyway ...i am a Apple fan la..whatever they have can always burn my pocket!!~~

I got a really cute stitch cap..like it so much..Thanks Chris for getting all the cute things for me from Taiwan!!~~

And few weeks ago i saw this Hamilton at Mustafa i really like well from that time i think until now lei...haha it is the Hamilton King Automatic~~!! Althought it is about $600 ba..but nowadays with car i really dont have much to spare for my fav. watches le...haizz...hopefully can get it before end of Oct..or haha hint hint for anyone who want to give me my early xmas present!!~~~ =p

Kaylen's Photo Shoot

Today we got to see all the photos from Kaylen's photo shoot last week... well will post 2 of them here..haha i love this two the most!!~~

Singapore Flyer~on National Day!!

Finally Allen and i took the Singapore Flyer on the National Day..waited for almost a year...althought we did not manage to see fireworks on top of it...but....we got the whole cabin all by oueself!!! haha with champagne, strawberries and chocolates plus i get to run around in it and it all belongs to us for..30 min haha..still its v lucky for us..cos if you really want to book one all for your own use without any other people cost around 1000 plus... haha what a beautiful memories for us...and our lucky day!!

Time Management~~

I hate people to be late for appointments...i mean whats the purpose of making one if you cant keep it..its just like promises...when we agree to meet on Mon 2 pm...means its confirmed.. its just respect to reach the place on time or even 10 min earlier..i hate to change time or date..unless something urgent came up...and i dont understand why people can be late when meeting others..even before that they are at home doing nothing..or worst the meeting location is just near their house walking distance... recently i just joined this new company...they say working hours is from 9am - 6pm...ok they say this area will have jam in the morning so the latest you can reach at 9.30..so i take it as its 9am unless really jam..so i plan to go out from my house at 8 am...who knows..i reach at 9am..no one around to open the door!!! i have been trying to reach at 9am for a week le...its pointless waste my time..so i gave up..now i take it as 9.30 than i have to start work. And every time i fixed a appointment with a customer, they will last min ask me to change the date or time... What The Fu*k!! Its really not pro to do this in business!! Pissed me off really... i think its just fu*k up they cant fu*king plan their schedule and please la they are all fu*king adults lei...sure they can plan their time for goodness sake... really i am so angry...time management is really improtant..and time is really priceless..should show some respect for other people's time.

My Stitch Alto~~

Today i bought lots of stitches for my car..haha so lucky i could get them..haha they are too cute i cant resist and kept buying... all for my Alto.. well my dream car will be a Stitch car, now i slowly add some to my interior..than..emm...in the future my car body...haha... Thanks Allen for help me to place all this in my car, a pair of very cute shake head dolls...and also the GPS.. i think its really my angel..haha it keep me saint when i lost my directions...and nomatter what it will bring me home.. Well i still trying hard to drive well and safe...haiz hopfully i can control the car well soon~

SUZUKI Alto ~~

Finally got my SUZUKI Alto today..my first car.. well although it is small but its my love at first sight car love it!!~~ this is also the most expansive things i ever bought =p Also need to thanks my family members for their support. Well i still abit scared while driving on the road... still learning...hopefully will get use to it soon..thanks allen for guiding me...know that sometimes i am a pain in the ass but still he just help me...also my dad is use talking to help me..haha must drive like this...must drive like that....they are also v worry for me la..i only got my licence in April..and before buying this car i drive less that 5 times on the road...haiz...got to jia you....

Life~~

I just realized that in life the most important thing is to be contented...it is also the hardest thing in life...i admit that this is very tough for me. There will always have countless things you want in your life, some you work hard to achieve some you just kept thinking about it but cant seems to achieve no matter how hard you have tried. Also there are also times whereby you thought you will be happy when you finally got it but the sad thing is you dont feel happy at all!! As for me, right now i just hope that my family will be happy, i will be able to find a job that is suitable for me and Allen will too enjoy his new job .. of cos i will still have desire for things (eg. watches, shopping...) i will try to control as like i say there will never be enough... and if i stop wanting anything i wont work hard too...thats a bad thing..i think i must balance everything in life... Although recently my mood is really bad...like i dont have energy in life nothing interest me..like i wish to go back to the days whereby i am alone..i somehow feel that being alone is much more simple than having to get along with peoples...but still there are also times where by you need someone to care for you...and i cant always think that being alone will be the best..i learn that sometimes you must open you heart too...and in the past i always think that taking care of Kaylen really very tough and she dont like me anyway...than i realize she is only a baby how can she dont like me..it is because i dont show enough love to her..i did not spent enough time with her play with her..thats why..she dont feel close to me...so this fews day i smile at her everytime i sees her, she will smile back..i laugh with her she will laugh too..the most important is that i want and enjoy being with her..seems like she began to enjoy my company too.. this really feels good and is something priceless!! Must always remember being somewhere you dont want to be or being with someone you dont want to be with is like being in a prison/hell (bad feelings, anger ...) but if you think positively and want to be there or with that person..it will be much easlier...open your heart why make things so different and complicated. And remember : who is the most important person? Ans: The person you are with now... dont keep thinking about the past or future..Now is the most important thing~~ i write all this to remind myself i should never forget!!

Tissot - T-touch

Got myself a Tissot T-touch today...haha its a really cool watch with lots of functions still learning how to use it..love the orange colour...very outstanding..very different to my other collections..well welcome him to my family haha..

Finally got a job offer..haha well if everything goes well i will start work next thus...hopefully~~ haha well a happy day today also do some shopping bought Allen a pair of shoe... emm...well after i start work will be very busy ba...so will be less shopping hopefully can save some money~~

JB Trip

Went to JB last night with Allen..recently there is jam everytime we went in..so tiring..worst for allen he have to drive...we reach Jusco at around 9 pm thought sure every shop has close..but haha lucky us..they close at 10.30 some 11pm!!! thats really gd news..if not will be a wasted trip... after shopping we had our dinner at Vivo..the fod there quite gd but it was to late to eat something so heavy..so we were very full...haha... well going back tomorrow morning...to collect the pant Allen bought..hopefully no jam...

Job hunting~~!!

Ok..its job hunting time...haizz..interviews.. nasty people and bosses...well hopefully i will find something i like soon..of cos with reasonable income... wanted to get a potter bag so much..a simple bag that cost $200 over..well i will use it to motivate myself if i get a job soon i will get it as a reward for myself..haha no job no bag....hopeful it helps..sometimes i am really lazy.. Wish me gd luck!!

再见萤光兰

Today i found my fav. drama 再见萤光兰(1996) in youtube!!~~ haha i really like this drama that time..could really watch it over and over again..Fann Wong and Thomas Ong look so good together!! I always wanted to watch it again..wah its 12 years ago..haha so happy to see youtube have it...i wanted to buy the vcd or dvd if they did release for this drama..but no luck...haiz...eveyone must go youtube take a look!!~~

The HortPark~~~and I finally got a haircut!!

Haha Allen and me done something different..we woke up at 9 am and went to The HortPark on a SAT morning..haha wah..at first i still quite execited.. the place quite nice but after about 30 min of walk..wah..the weather so hot..i cant take it..sweating like hell... well..maybe it has been a long long time since i walk directly under the sun i feel really tired after those stairs and slope...Nest time la..i will try to do better walk longer...

After HortPark we went home to clean up and went to Tamp to buy something for Kaylen and i go for a haircut finally...wah i wanted to cut long ago..but i promise allen i will keep it long...but i can not tah han le..its so irritating and messy so he say ok la..you want to cut cut lor..i so happy.. abit short la..but i feel more comfortable and relax..a new start for me...haha~~!!

Ok i will post some photos that i took in HortPark and my new hair style..also a very handsome Kaka i took today!!

Kwai Lun-Mei 桂綸鎂

I dream of 桂綸鎂 last night haha that we were good friends in my dream (very funny)...well maybe resently i watch alot of her movies... well i came to know her when watching 不能说的秘密 (i guess most people know about this movie because of Jay chou) But the first time i saw her face..i was like wah she so pretty in her ways la.. very qi zhi kind lor..than i went to yesasia bought some of her other movies...its only until i watch 藍色大門 i really think she was born to be an actress..her first movie already very impressive i really cant inmagine she do something else... She will make it big ...soon the name 桂綸鎂 will become

a very famous name not just because of her look but really her acting is just very very good!! One of my Fav. actress for sure~

Happy Father's Day!!

Today is Father's Day...haha well i have got 2 fathers in my Family...My dad Black and Kaylen's dad Allen...Want to wish All Fathers HAPPY FATHER's DAY~~ Today i took quite alot of photos of Kaylen..attached is one that is very funny.. Kaylen & Stitch!!~~ Love it!! Also today i went to visit Yuan Ling (Liyun's baby gal) She grown so big le...wah..different from the last time i saw her on her Man Yue ..baby really change very fast..and she is sooo CUTE..haha and will smile when taking photos...Cant wait to see Kaylen and Yuanling grow up together and hang out and play with each other..haha 

Went swimming...and sick!!~~

Allen and i went swimming on Sun morning..wow its has been a year since we last do this..well i still cant swim Allen say i swim like cat drop into water..thats really bad and ugly... But right after we swam..worst things happened..i fell sick...AHHH...maybe water too cold but i feel really sick...and today fever...went to see doc in the morning cos i need medicine to help me sleep my nose block cant sleep the whole night... took MC and rest at home...bad day..tonight we suppose to play badminton we even book the court le..haiz guess we cant play le....

My Canon IXUS 85 IS

Got the Canon IXUS 85 IS yesterday...haha always wanted to get a camera with image stabilizer... so that i can take Kaylen and Kaka without the images always blur because they move around alot...so everyone says Canon is good even the design is ugly..well i will post my first picture taken by this camera with Allen at the shop haha..Thanks him for offering to pay half of it...althought i know that he is upset that we have to postpone to get our samsung TV..and Wii...and think alot others...haha well we got to earn more money le..or spend less.. i promised him until end of the year i wont be getting any watches :( will try my best!!

My understanding...

I must learn to accept my family for who they were and understand that, though they might be limited in certain areas, they all had good qualities that i could appreciate. Hating them for not being who i wanted them to be was only hurting me. Holding on to resentments, a wise person once said, is like taking poison and hoping the other person dies. I am not a wise person or forgiving one..but i really dont want myself to be unhappy cos it will only make those who cared for me and around me unhappy.

Worst days in my life so far...

I think the past few days are the worst days of my life..i felt hopeless, helpless, sad, hurt and angry...about almost everything. I cant sleep well nor can i eat well...i find life so meaningless.. and i dont trust people around me and i am better off alone, i will never get along well with other people..i am better off alone...if there is anywhere i could be or anything that will make me happy i go there without second thoughts...i feel that nobody and nothing in life is worth for me to feel anything about it...i dont even feel myself...

My Bag

Well...last night i saw in i-weekly haha they feature what do those celebrities have in their bag..haha i find it really interesting so i also took a pic of what i have in my bag...haha although i know who give a damn about what i have in my bag..but..haha its for fun:

1) Organizer and Pen

2) Keys (Home and Office)

3) Wallet

4) Umbrella 

5) Cat tissue holder with tissue

6) Lip balm

7) Mobile phone

8) Ipod

9) Headphone

10) Book

Kaylen is almost 9 months old

Kaylen will be 9 months old soon..haha time really passes so fast..and she change so much..but nowadays really naughty and playful but still its was fun spending time with her even its v tiring but baby really learn things very fast..haha 

Seafood Paradise~~

Last sunday, Allen and i brought my mum and Kaylen to the Seafood Paradise @ the Singapore Flyer.. They were so happy and really the food there was really really gd..the seafood fried rice is a must try also the coffee pork ribs (that allen love it)..the price still reasonable...haha well Sunday is a Family day~!! However i still did not get to take the Singapore Flyer..well have to wait till Aug...

50% BE@RBRICK

Today also meet Allen at Vivo for movie and shop a little...he bought me a set of 50% BE@RBRICK.. they are the smallest and is really cute..haha Thanks Allen...

Batam Trip

Went to batam for the first time today... finally had my A&W...haha well i just love the fries and the bear...but really to go all the way there to have this..emm...abit...haizz... but still i enjoy la..it was good to visit a new place. Thanks to XXXXX...haha

Life is...

I have been thinking alot..maybe too much but seriously i know that i am not happy most of the time...isit its just one of the shit period in my life or i need to do something to make a change?! Well maybe i m asking too much..maybe i think too much..maybe i am too sensitive...or i am just a loser...but all i want to a bit of happiness..just a moment that i feel peace again and feel like i am a gd person..well i admit i am a selfish person and sometimes unreasonable but still i have my reasons, feelings and whatever all human have to become what i have beame...i just want to be happy contented and happy again....

BE@RBRICK in action...haha

Brought a few of my BE@RBRICK to office today haha they are so cute..bought a few more during lunch time.. think i start to find them really cute and haha just cute... but they are so limited that i scared if i come across one and i dont get it i will never able to get it le..but again price is a problem...well got to earn more to be able to spend more...working on it.... well haha again will to post all the BE@RBRICK i have after 2 days of very into it...well still very little 400% and 1000% de..no money le la...

BE@RBRICK...So CUTE!!

Got my first 400% BE@RBRICK today..haha and a few 100% ones...they are so CUTE...Met a really nice sales person who know lots about BE@RBRICK and don't mind spending half an hour explaining everything about it...haha he himself had a great collection!!~ think better than the shop itself...haha..cant wait for the next shipment...think i like the 400% collections more..cos it bigger...well dont mind having a few 100% ones but still prefer the 400% and hopefully could also get a nice 1000% ones..which are really expensive la... 

Buran Watch

Today i have added this to my collections ..a beautiful piece, althought blue colour not really my cup of tea but this really look gd in real...and this is the first time i bought i russian brand watch...mostly i prefer swiss watchmakers but the design of this watch really different from what i have in the past... but its Manual Winding so its means if i wear or dont wear it..still have to wind it often..it has Hours, Minutes, Sub-seconds, Date, Chronograph and Moonphase (its quite a complicated watch)..Limited Edition 500pcs, mine is the 160/500..well i just like the number 6...haha i am crazy!!

Something that cross my mind today..

I always wanted a ring from someone i loved...like the Cartier mini love ring which i think it will only be meaningful if its from the one i loved, that's the reason why after so many years i did not get it for myself...like today Lilian ask me "Sis you might as well get it for yourself, don't have to wait ..." but still i am waiting for that surprise..i am always fascinated by how other people propose to their wife...and i looking forward to mine...i know that it is more improtant how your husband treats you everyday, its important how he will take care of you and the family..but still there is like something missing for me...actually althought i wanted the Cartier ring but i understand its costly..i just want a ring it can not be a Cartier but i just want a proper proposal... that comes from the heart...i always wondering, thinking that it is so sweet that a guy wanted a woman so much that he plan on the proposal...went to buy a ring worry that the size is not right or the design she wont like....plan on when and where to propose...worry excited months and days before it, will she marry me...will she like what i plan...will she choose me...will she let me spend the rest of my life with her....its just a once in a life time thing.

Its not that i am unhappy with my life now..my husband is very good to me and dote on our daughter..maybe i am asking for the moon or just being unreasonable....no one's life is prefect with everything there will be some yi han that will always be there... Now the only thing i could wish for is my loved one will be happy and not regret having me as his wife (afterall i can be quite nasty sometimes...abit of unreasonable!!) haha well everyone i loved, my family and friends stay healthy is my biggest wish..as for the ring thingy..just want to fa xie abit i am fine le...haha..

Company event ~ The Iron Man Movie preview

Today i attended the first event Inmagine organise since i joined Inmagine...haha it was a movie preview for all out clients...haha finally get to meet some of them cos all the them we communicate through emails and phone so this is really the first time i saw them..well it was really interesting...anf of cos it is always fun working with my Lovely colleagues..haha attached is the photo we took at the event..Lynn, Elena, Jane and Julie..Where's boss Damien?! (he taking this photo lor!!~~haha) I will also attached a photo of how my working desk in my office look like...

My first Tag Heuer~finally : )

Haha 2 days ago (28 April) I got my first Tag Heuer mother of pearl Aquaracer...haha i just love it..cos i cant get a car yet..so i get this to reward myself for passing my TP test...its always my goal to get one and finally i got it...haha...and i never thought i would get a watchwith diamond but this time i got the one with diamonds vos its really beautiful...haizz...everyone says i am a watch freak..i spent most of my money on watches lor..cannot..must learn/try to save some money le!!

Friends

I was reading someone's blog and i come across something i feel that i should share with all of you and all my friends~

有一天與朋友相約海邊 , 走著走著我忽然說錯一句話他就打了我一巴掌 ! 我把它寫在沙灘上 ( 今天我朋友打了我一巴掌 ) ! 再走著走著一不小心我掉進了海裡差點淹死 , 我朋友把我救起來 ! 這次我把它刻在石頭上 ( 今天我朋友救了我一命 ) ! 我朋友好奇的問我 : 為什麼我打妳一巴掌時你把它寫在沙灘上 ? 我救妳一命時妳卻把它刻在石頭上 ? 我告訴他 : 朋友的傷害往往是無心的 , 要把它們放在心中最容易忘記的地方 , 讓風去憮平它 ! 但是朋友的幫忙絕對都是真心真意的 , 要把它們刻在心中最深的地方 , 牢牢的記住它 !

To all my friends, if i ever hurt you trust me i dont mean it, and to all that helped me before i will forever remember, i will never want to forget...Love you all!!

Well resently i have been doing some shopping..again..haha will take some photos and post them here soon....

Haha last night Jackson's invited me to his company event..emm food was all right (only fancy the samosa) and wine is good...haha free dinner and free flow of wine is always my fav.!! Thanks to Jackson and Happy Birthday to him~~

Well yesterday was bad at work..sometimes really feel vey hui xin but like what Julie said well if no one knows that the thing you do is right but dont worry God knows...i think if i see everything like that i will be much more happier....

After some thinking talking thinking...i will not buy a car first, at least not now whereby i cant drive to work..i will work hard towards my goal and i believe one day i can make it...i want to thank Allen for being so supportive....

My new glasses & monster Kaylen...

Got my new glasses today..my old one was bad need it for driving so made a new one...this tme its a red one, different from what i had last time big plastic kind this time is those si wen kind (haha hopefully i look si wen in it). Think i should wearing glasses more often and get use to it~~

Kaylen so naughty nowadays...always ee erer ahah...dont want to sleep.....haizz...sometimes even my mum also cant stand it!! But when she is happy gd mood really lovely la, but 75% of the time she is a monster...only 20% of the time she is so nice...the rest of the 5% dont know what she thinking..stone i guess...haha but overall once she laugh we all gave in to her!!!

Suzuki Alto

I Like this car..so cute and Retro!! haha Suzuki Alto.. And its cheap too think around 46000.. but only 658cc..well its really cute la..i am not going to race people to the next taffic light so i am fine with 658cc~~ Think i will go for a test drive see how first even if i want to buy also must wait till i get a job whereby i can drive to work everyday if not this car will only stay in my carpark most of the time!!~~